Monday, April 7, 2008

Holy shizzle

I went to bed at 8:30 last night totally miserable. I woke up what seemed like hours and hours later excited that the night was over and I could get up, but when I looked at the clock it was only 11:11. I hate it when that happens! I still felt horrible, so I just got up. I went to the couch and watched TV until 4:30. Finally at 4:30 I fell asleep and slept until 5:30. I don't feel too tired at this very moment, just sick.

I was hoping I wouldn't puke at all, but I just did four times. Thank goodness Joe was still here...I always get so scared and weak when I throw up.

Needless to say, it's another rough day in the life of Katie. All I ask for is a few days of feeling good before my next treatment!

I wonder why I'm not handling it well? I've handled everything else fairly well. I went to Maui the day after my biopsy for goodness sake! :(

Ok, sorry about the complaining. It's just really depressing to feel so crappy when I felt fine (besides the pain) before chemo. I guess I truly am full of poison. I even have to double-flush because I'm so "toxic." I CAN'T WAIT UNTIL THIS IS OVER!!!

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