PAIN

I am in soooo much pain right now. I've been awake since about 1 but just now woke Joe up. I had to have him go get my crutches so I could get out of bed. I'm so mad at myself for falling!! I shouldn't have been walking so much, shouldn't have been wearing heels. It's just so hard to restrict myself when I feel so good! I'm paying for it now though. My pain level is about a 10+ right now. I just took two oxycontin, hopefully they'll kick in soon. How did I ever cope with pain like this? It's amazing how fast I forgot how bad I really felt once I started to feel better. I suffered for months!

My head right above my forehead really hurts, too. I don't think I hit my head. Does the scalp hurt before hair falls out? Please don't let that be the case!!

I'm not going to go back to bed. I can't move, it hurts to lay because my hip is so bruised....I woke myself up crying again. I haven't done that since the oxycontin days!

I thought for sure I was done with these stupid crutches. I even wanted to give them back to the Engstrom's. Good thing I didn't. Now if only I still had my wheelchair....I just returned it to the medical company place that I was renting it from. Whoops.